blame it on the black star

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Friday, February 25, 2011

What can I do?

Everybody is pushing me to do the things I can't or don't want to do.

It's been a year+ and nothing has changed.

Am I supposed to pretend then?

Am I supposed to react in a different manner just because of what they want.

I'm trying..

really am.

But it's still not enough.

What is wrong here?

Will I ever. ever. ever. be happy?

6:29 PM
my star